I know this is long but please help out

to start off, i don’t have any history of any schizophrenia or psychosis in my family. with that out of the way, when i first started smoking i had no clue about it, it was just fun with friends. ive started becoming aware of what it can actually do and what side effects it can cause (psychosis, schizophrenia). by no means am i a regular smoker and i never have been but ive had a few weird experiences with it recently and i feel like im just worrying myself. things that happen now on weed i get worried by and think maybe it could be psychosis symptoms when i never would have noticed it when i started but it also probably wouldn’t have happened. my question is, am i fine to take psychedelics if i’ve been slightly worrying / paranoid about psychosis? because i feel if i entered an acid trip with a slightly worried mind, something normal would happen and i would freak out and it would turn to a bad trip and i would get psychosis.

i think ive just scared myself a bit though from reading too much about shit that can happen from weed and when i smoke i kinda worry about it. i have actually had a few bad experiences recently like last time i smoked was with a friend and we had a bit too much he started tweaking and it scared me and then in an instant i just got this feeling of dread. other times i get really weird thoughts and looking in the mirror every imperfection of my face was highlighted.

its not something i think about though its just in the back of my head i do enjoy the effects of weed but only in the right dose its either i have too much or not enough and if i have not enough i feel like im just not on the same level and not connecting with everyone but if i have too much it just goes baddd fast