flying over 3 gabapentin pills

feels like ket afterglow

if talkativeness could be bottled that would be it. or more like "pilled" or extracted

little happy powder that i disperse into transparent gel caps pulling from original ones cause i hate eating synthetic dyes

"i care of my body"

miserable yet alive

the most social lubricant thing, man i crave human connection

meeting new people feels extremely pleasant empathogenic it is

IDM music slaps... listening to "immense heaven"

childish af, just wanna new friends or be happy without pills

high quality tea harmonizes well

hypomanic yet relaxed

i'll prolly regret doing it tomorrow

but i felt urge and surrendered to it cause i'm weak

it's beautiful and ugly at the same time

this is how it is for me

synthetic yet natural

false or positive?