Ok yall, how fucked do you think I am. My mom and grandma have major schizophrenia, my grandpa has dementia and my dad is on the spectrum. I have been abusing substances since 13 (I am currently 21). I had a big benzo problem in high school, recently beat a 5 month fentanyl addiction but am currently an alcoholic and take 100 mgs of Adderall some days (not every day) and the occasional hit of meth as well. Its not uncommon for me to miss a night of sleep but try to make sure to never miss 2 in a row. I also take gabapentin and Seroquel as prescribed. Will I most likely be a vegetable in my senior years? This is my biggest fear so I try not to think abt it as I have already had a few concussions and psychotic breaks.