Im currently a recovering fent addict, regularly relapsing but never for long enough to get physically dependent after I quit cold turkey, sometimes smoking the occasional bowl of clear (also had a huge benzo problem in high school.) Ever since Ive gotten "fairly clean" and turned 21 Ive returned to drinking and have been drinking more than I like to admit (min. a pint of whiskey a day). Im not physically dependent on the booze but im worried it could get to that point fairly quickly. Ive already been to rehab but If i go again i want to know Im ready to take it seriously and I'm not sure if I'm there yet. I also have been struggling with anhedonia for the past 2 years and adhd, depression and anxiety my whole life. I know I have alot of issues to sort out but this isnt what this post is about, Im only giving this info as I believe the context of my situation is relevant. Never tried G but am interested in acquiring some from the onions but don't want to set my self up for disaster.