I bought 3 supposedly 400mg purple Buddha E pills I was planning to solo roll by myself and only take half of one pill I took half and about 20 mins pass and I feel relaxation effects and slight stimulation and empathy 1hour and 30 mins later I'm still feeling this and was very underwhelmed so I take the other half wait an hour feel no different I decide to take another whole one 30 mins later I went fuck it and took the last one during this whole experience I felt not really any euphoria and I only chewed my face off inside of lips all cut up and swollen, inside of mouth covered in ulcers I sweated an insane amount my whole bed was drenched in sweat and covers and my hair was completely drenched in sweat I also experienced crazy realistic hallucinations I probably spent the whole time talking to my friends and mother who was never there then my mother asked what have I took (fake mom) and then I stared at her and my friends really really closely and they just vanished into thin air which freaked me the tf out it was felt very very real after about 8 hours I'm pretty much sober i go to the toilet and not only I realise my penis has literally shrunk lods my legs start uncontrollably shaking while I'm pissing i go back to bed then start having a panic attack and extreme nausea for about an hour then went to sleep for an hour and felt complete fine the next day.

I also was hallucinating watching tik tok while trying to fall asleep.

I know this was very stupid and idiotic of me and could've died but hey at least I have a story to tell my main concern is that I will now never experience the true effects of mdma because I might've fucked my tolerance and I am planning of taking it again in a month for my birthday then not touching it for years how much should I take in a months time?

There is also no talking me out of it so please could you tell me the dosage to take in a months time to have a good time does not have to be a safe dosage