I have tried both mdma and 2cb quite a few times before last night, but never as a combo. As my partner was away for the night I felt it was perfect to get wonky.

I had planned to nexus flip last night, as I had work today I meticulously planned my dosage and times I would dose and time I would go to sleep, which I hoped would be for 1am. I initially planned to take around 100mg of mdma orally at 6pm, followed by snorting 10mg 2cb as I started to feel the mdma effects.. unfortunately I was an hour late with this plan. I also decided that I could snort another small amount of mdma at 10pm the latest if I needed a boost.

Once I took the mdma I initially felt that I didn’t take enough as I did eyeball it on the small side to be safe (I know eye balling is stupid but im not here to take advice from other druggos) so fairly quickly I took a bump of mdma. Followed by my 2cb.

The 2cb hit within about 10 minutes and immediately my clothes came off and I started trying to wank, after about half an hour I realised that this whole time I was basically spazzing out in my bed slapping my one inch wonder, and moaning with pleasure (although I’m not sure it was sexual pleasure). When I realised what was happening I found out I was dripping with sweat, to the point my new bedsheets were soaked.

Anyways 10pm I ended up taking another bump of mdma and at 11pm I ended up taking around another 30mg of 2cb and another bump of mdma. So much for going to sleep at 1am.

I ended up spending the entire 8 hour trip smoking cigs and furiously slapping around my willy, and no I never did finish.

In the end I tried to sleep at 4pm albeit unsuccessfully. I did manage to rest my eyes however and woke up at 7am, still seeing things and not feeling normal again (luckily I work remote).

Weirdly; in my determination to finish last nights business I tried to jerk it a few times during the day, it was only at 11am that I was able to maintain a stiffy and even then it took me 15 minutes of solid tugging.

Like damn, why did they make the horniest drugs the ones which are hardest to get off on.

Anyway I’m some how still awake (barely) 25 hours after I took the initial dose and I haven’t been to sleep in around 37 hours by this point. I’m currently waiting on my partners return from her work trip so I must stay awake a little while longer to pick her up.

I keep getting a strange feeling as if my brain is trying to go to sleep but then jolting awake, I’ve had a few heart palpitations and nose bleeds from the damage to my nose.