So I been using drugs starting with weed at a young age (12). For over two decades. I just got out of rehab from seizure caused by benzo withdrawal...

Did inpatient rehab for almost a month and learned actually quite alot one being I use substances as a coping mechanism instead of real coping techniques. I had some childhood trauma when 11 years old that I never got therapy for just stewing in it for ever and jumping from drug to drug to fill my empty life.. .

Now sober I do not feel like I think I should I lay in bed all day watch streaming shit on TV nap randomly...exhausted from the nothingness I do... at the end of my benzo addiction I was doing this same thing just literally glued to my bed watching tv....now I'm sober and nothing has improved im actually more tired now....

I haven't taken benz since January 5th roughly at the rehab when they rapid tapered me and, i do realize benzo withdrawal can last super long for some... I took bromazolam daily up to 12mg a day at the end so perhaps this is just extreme PAWS? I Do not technically feel terrible I am just blank....

Anyone got any ideas?