This is one of the posts I make when I get home at 7am and I want to share my experience with everyone.

The first time I did mdma I loved it, I had the afterglow effect. This was my 3rd time using it and when it starts to kick in I feel extremely happy and loving but this lasts for about 30-60 minutes (which feels like 10 mins anyways) and then I find myself starting to feel kinda sad and while I’m dancing im just sort of bored and I don’t know what to do with my self. And that is the worst feeling. And during the whole time I keep getting up and downs in emotions, for example, at one moment I would feel really happy and excited to go to the after party and just keep going till early morning, but then literally a moment later like an instant switch, I suddenly snap out of the high sort of, and feel like my brain is now aware of what’s happening and then I start feeling bored, sad, and wanting to just leave and go home straight away.

This might just be if im not really enjoying the music so I get bored and my brain start thinking about stuff.

Also on mdma, every song and track sounds the same, like 6 hours of hearing constantly the same beats and instruments like I genuinely cannot hear anything different for each beat drop or a different djs set. This obviously doesn’t happen when I’m sober.

I feel like I start having the most fun about 3-4 hours after taking the mdma, everything before those 4 hours is just up and down roller coaster but then after that it settles down and I sort of sober up a little bit but I’m not sad about anything, I get to enjoy the music, and also still dance like crazy.

Im starting to move away from mdma and just enjoy the partying completely sober