It’s just a virtual meeting. It’s fine. But I am so lasered in right now. Just in bed here tucked in teeth brushed weed smoked drinks drunk. I had to take a break from typing this cause my cat wanted pets.

Life is good. I am happy. Things are good. I smoked too many cigarettes and vaped too much tonight. I think I chased the line. It went from one after party, to another, and I had to call it quits cause I’m trying not to dive too deep.

But i did too much to my lungs tonight. Maybe also my nostril. But I feel bad about my lungs. I really need to quit vaping and smoking cigs.

Anyone else trying to quit?

Wait I have something to admit. My coworkers boyfriend suggestively put his hand on my inner thigh at a bar. I quickly and firmly moved his hand onto the counter. I quickly forgot about it but I need to give myself kudos for that. But fuck that eh that was weird. Hm