I end up actually dying if I don't get on something soon. It's like crutches to life. Long story short I've been used abused and fucked up and over in every single way no joke. I've been through more at 18 than most people have in their entire lives. I have 350 dollars and I can buy pure shit online now cuz I got Bitcoin cuz yk everything is laced now. So what should I do to get fucked up everyday, feel great, and won't make me absolutely braindead? I can take vitamin B12 and I do every safety precaution btw. The only thing I don't wanna do is meth cuz it don't hit the same anymore and its kinda ass. (I think mine was laces tho) Still loveee uppers tho. Downers also have my heart lol