My oh my these drugs are a trip

They take me to a world and in that world I sit

They show me wonders and give me firsts

Let me show you how these drugs are a gift and a curse

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I remember the first time I got high

I couldn't stop laughing and I couldn't tell you why

I knew right then that this felt right

Little did I know, I was in for quite a ride

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I remember the first time I realized I was broke

Nothing in my bank account but God I needed a smoke

I begged my friends, told them I'd pay them back soon

In the end, to them all, I was the biggest fool

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I remember the first time I took that little pill

Thoughts of a roller coaster with its rush and its thrill

How could something so small make me feel so big?

I'm falling deeper and deeper into this hole that I dig

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I remember the first time that I stole

It truly felt like it tainted my soul

But I needed this fix, I didn't even care

This was beginning to feel like a nightmare

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I remember when I first entered what they call the honeymoon phase

My entire body would feel like a bright warm summer day

This is it, this is by far my favorite place

I was in love with the high, I was in love with the chase

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I remember when I first met a girl that made me feel the same

But she was a person and all people change

She said put down these drugs and I will stay

For 138 days I never once did sway

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Then came what we addicts call a relapse

Now in our relationship there was a gap

She said I chose them over her

She didn't know, just how much I hated this curse

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In the months that followed there were laughs and tears

But once I overdosed, everyone felt a new fear

The question that we all for the first time wondered

Soon will it be that [PenguinKnight4] is six feet under?

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To this day I fight and fight this war

Some battles I lose but I'm upping the score

I hope it all ends soon someday

But I might just be an addict to the grave

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My oh my these drugs are a trip

Heaven and Hell they take me oh so quick

They have changed my mind, body, and soul

But someday I hope to again be whole

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