Grabbed another load of pregabalin and zomorph. I started off at around 9 o clock loading up with 4x75mg and 1x100mg pregabalin with a single cold beer (kronenbourg), then I chewed up 3 x 30mg zomorph with the beads in them. Around an hour later I had a real nice buzz going, muscle relaxation, mind more at ease, my PTSD is really under control on this combination. But due to my opiod abuse I decided to take another 30mg zomorph at 10pm and 1x Lyrica 100mg and by 11:03 I ate another Zomorph 30mg plus another 75mg lyrica. So my dose was now 150mg morphine, 575mg pregabalin and I was still drinking the same beer (3.3 units, just use it to potentiate stuff but I am very careful with it and so should anyone reading this, in fact don't do it at all with no tolerance as you don't need it). I am pleasantly surprised at how well this combination has brought me out of a terrible week, rolling around in bed, sweating etc, withdrawing basically from gabapentin and codeine I reckon. In peak withdrawal last week I was throwing up projectile vomiting and couldn't leave bed for 5 days.

Anyway, the combination is excellent for my PTSD and I would try this again.

Physical effects: Slower movement, muscle relaxation, amazing body high feeling warm and cosy.

Cognitive effects: Extreme euphoria I'd say a 7.5/10, less able to play Call of Duty on the PC (I was actually pro player at one point, summer split 2010 MW2 I was in that and also Eurodomination for Blops 1), very positive mindset which is good since I have PTSD and was in a really bad way all week.

Stay blessed, stay safe, and don't copy my doses if you are new to it. Always start at the lowest possible. 100mg lyrica and 30mg morphine and see how that feels maybe. Don't overdo it I just have insane tolerance from operations and opiod abuse.