Hello everyone.

I've just woken up and need help interpreting this dream. For some reason its left me anxious, disoriented, and unsettled.

(33/m/bi)

I dreamt that I was in the country (i live in the city) and was staying at an ex girlfriend's house (one from about 10 years ago that I haven't spoken to in about 8 years) and she was getting ready to do a horse racing show (she doesn't ride) except she was wearing lingerie whilst riding, unsaddled. The horse was gold, black and white. I was to the side outside of rink(??) Arena? - show area - with who I assumed to be her stepfather (she doesn't have a stepfather) and her pixie cut hair flowing around her face while she performed. She kept calling out to me to join her and there was another horse - black, and saddled - waiting for me but I could not reach the horse because of two crossed brooms on the ground (i don't know why I couldn't get to the horse) I awoke suddenly, as her 'stepfather ' came barreling toward me - speaking a language I don't understand.

Any insight would be appreciated