My boyfriend and I have been long distance for a while now, as he is currently pursuing graduate studies in an entirely different continent. I am planning on moving closer to him in the near future (if my studies allow). Despite the distance, our relationship has only flourished. Throughout the time that I've known him, not once has he done anything to cause me to doubt his intentions. He is the most trustworthy, honest, and caring individual I've ever met.

A few weeks ago, I had a dream that caused me to break out in tears as soon as I woke up.

My boyfriend had told me that he finally got some vacation time and that he was planning on visiting my hometown. I was obviously elated, and began planning an entire week's worth of activities for us to do. As the time of his arrival became closer, I noticed that he was acting more and more distant, almost completely detached. He finally arrived and as soon as I saw him walk through the terminal, I knew that there was something off. His entire physical demeanor was different, he looked "cooler" (as opposed to the warm and sunny aura he sends off), his angles were all.. sharper, and his previously expressive eyes were stone-cold. He didn't even acknowledge me when he saw me. The drive to wherever we were going was so awkward and unconducive to conversation. All of my attempts at small talk were entirely shut down. He told me that he wanted to be dropped off at a friend's place, so I did. I never felt more devastated. The dream continued for the entirety of the week. He ignored my texts, and when he did respond, they were the most dismissive responses possible. It was day 6 and I finally was able to schedule a meeting with him considering his "busy" schedule, and instead of being the cute and adorable (pardon cheesiness) date that I got so accustomed to in real life, it felt like he was just waiting to leave and as though he was only meeting with me out of sheer obligation. I was so torn. I felt so... despised? I guess? I've never even considered the possibility of him acting that way in real life, because he never has, and it was heart-breaking to experience that.

These dreams continue to repeat, but with different scenarios, and they're beginning to overshadow the positive memories I have of him. I don't know what to do.