It was like a video. Of younger her. Standing with a black bow in her hair. Then older her. Propped up with a pink shirt. I'm not sure if they were at a memorial of me or my funeral. Or if I was even existing in the moment. Idk. But. Younger her was bawling her eyes out hysterically while older her was cutting up, laughing, and making jokes. Not really concerned about what was going on wherever they were.

A little back info. Her and I have always said we're going to get married. Since she was 13. I was 18. Her parents gave me permission then to marry her but the age gap kept me from even kissing her. Much less marrying her. Now I'm 28 and she's 23. We have a daughter who is two months old and possibly a son that is 2. But she's been with a guy that she's dated since highschool. She's preparing to leave him and actually is. We've always fooled around. Since she was 19. Which is when we actually dated. She still wants to marry me and I marry her. But the guy is in the way until she leaves. We've always known one another loves the other. regardless of who either of us have dated.(she's been with him since before she was 18).

Anyways. We've had a very rough couple days talking wise. And I feel as if she's falling out of love with me so I prayed and asked god to show me that she is seriously going to be in my future. Above is the ONLY thing I dreamt. Previously when praying asking for a sign l've dreamt of our future.

Was younger her crying because I had passed and we never got our chance? Was older her laughing and cutting up because we got our chance, made the best of it but, passed away and she knew I wouldn't want her sad and depressed in that moment? Or was older her doing those things because she no longer cares or loves like she use to? Please only serious interpretations.