This dream was mostly physical and emotional sensations and only vague fuzzy shapes. It was really weird.

I was a baby and I was being held by my mother. She held me very tight to her body and it was hard to breathe. She was upset, sobbing. She ran her fingers through my hair and then she grew focused and started pressing on the top of my head. It felt all kinds of wrong and I finally could breathe enough to cry. It made her angry and I got roughly thrown somewhere soft. She was angry with me and I was scared and suddenly alone, so I cried harder. She was crying too and I was jostled and shaken until I was so scared I stopped crying. Then she started gently stroking me. It felt wrong and scary, but I couldn't move away and I was too scared to cry.

It was just a rough sketch of a dream, but it was pretty upsetting. What do you think it was about?