I've never talked about my dreams with anyone but my family, but I think I finally need to discuss them so that I can hopefully remember them for longer and maybe learn what they mean. I really want to explore these dream places more, but while my dreams are very vivid, I only have so much control over what I do within them. Every dream I have that I remember takes place somewhere I know in my dream I've been before, but just a very weird version of them, like not physics breaking but weird enough to make me feel on edge when I recall the locations. Last night, I dreamed I was going to my HS, and at the same time a protest erupted within the building. I have been to this same version of the school in multiple dreams. I remember it being a lot larger than the real HS with a very high ceiling, brutalist architecture with a lot of natural light in some areas and very dim, old incandescent lights in others. In the dream, I join this protests and me and some boy are trying to find directions where to go for some reason. I eventually split off from him and walk in another direction for what seems like days until I reach a dead end. There I find two other trans girls (im trans) and one of them is sitting there shaking and convulsing while wearing stilettos, the other girl grabs her and tries to help her up as a police officer comes over to us and calls the seizing trans girl a "r**ard" as I go talk to this african-american girl with whom I am know talking about how the "cops shut the protest down" and we're talking about "the plans we had". Then I wake up very confused. This is only one of the weird dreams I've had and probably the least vivid one I remember. Maybe I'll post some more if you guys are interested.