Is it strange I was thinking because somebody put the idea in my head I am non op and I figured I'd find somebody else that was in the same boat like there's no natural solution there's no estrogen that doesn't hurt my body like my liver and I have liver problems and not so long life expectancy I don't really feel good right now I just want a partner I used to look really great I don't know I'm really traumatized and beat up I'm like an old Kitty almost ready to be put down it's not like a piss and crap everywhere I'm just old I'm 30 I'm not trying to make a cat call I'm just wondering if I could join the party as a male to female that won't ever pass or look good I have a sad backstory I was looking for places to meet other people that dress up maybe even asexual I'm not picky I would really love a trans masculine assigned female of birth to make me feel more like a lady and I would love to make them feel more masculine is there a name for it?