So I started PMA'ing super hard. I never rage at my team. (I still deliberately try and tilt the enemy but that doesn't count). I stay super calm. I ask for things and if I don't get it i just stop asking. I realised that not flaming my team is super important. I stay positive. I buy the wards I need no matter what position I play. gem has become a core item on all heroes. I stay positive.

However I have developed a whole new problem. Now, I can't tolerate people who flame someone else on the team. If someone flames me, I don't care. But when someone starts screaming "Spectre where items", I just lose my shit.

When people try and make their own psychological breakdown someone else's problem, I do my level best to isolate that person from the team and embarrass them. I flame less than ever but I flame so much harder. I can't seem to eradicate the flame from my game.

Im starting to think that maybe it isn't that people are making me angry... maybe the problem is... me...