I had a situation ship with a guy I met on reddit a couple years ago, a long time of talking daily he still refused to give me any real information like name, general location or anything at all. A while after I had given that information and still not receiving it I gave in and did reverse searches to find at least his name, also came up with his address, past relationships socials etc. After that I never did it again until just today. We hit in impasse last week in the relationship we were pursuing and are now kinda awkward half friends who used to be more, I got bored and hopped on here for the first time in over a year and noticed he had been active while I was not. My curiosity couldn't resist and oh my goodness the things I saw. Things I never thought anyone would even be careless enough to post on an account linked to them directly. After the first one, feeling sick to my stomach, instead of stopping I kept going. Each post making me more and more nauseated. At this point our "relationship" was tenuous at best so these things already flipped the switch in my mind that I would be completely removing myself from them. What did I do next? Take it as closure and resolution that leaving was the best? Nope. I KEPT GOING. Am I crazy? What on earth would make me want to keep finding more hurtful information? Do other people do this?