I picked up D&D in the summer of 2020 during a period of depression that had my head in a very dark place.

Periods like this has happened before, but I usually had someone or something to pull me out. Not the case in 2020 since we all were isolated. I signed up for roll20 when my therapist recommended it to me. I had mentioned that I always wanted to play and he saw that now was a great opportunity.

I played my first game the day after I chose not to self harm. Soon I was playing 3 games a week, and everything started to change. I was literally pulling myself out of a dark place by playing D&D. It gave me the courage to do what I want and I’m so thankful.

I was accepted into medical school in fall of 2021. I had to abruptly quit in the summer because I got of the waitlist and I didn’t have time to get many affairs in order. I couldn’t give the time I wanted to D&D anymore. I told my parties a week before I left. I never took the time to say goodbye to the friends and memories I made. It was too hard of a conversation for me. It’s something my therapist and I are working on.

I think the point of my ramble is that D&D can be anything for you so don’t hesitate and get playing! I’m so thankful for the hours I spent playing, I have no doubt it saved me.

To the people I played with, I’m sorry I never properly said goodbye. I am thankful for the memories and the time I got to spend with you all… I hope we can roll together again someday. Shout out to AJAX Dm group.

TLDR: D&D saved me from spiraling down into a deep dark place. I miss playing everyday. If you’re considering it, go for it, you won’t have any regrets

Here are a few of my favorite PCs