Me and my wife recently separated due to our circumstances she's still living with me in my house. she's spending a lot of time at work because she's trying to build her life up so that she can support herself. We are trying to do this as amicably and is fairly as we can part of that is moving on and the issue is she found somebody . I understand that for women the dating pool effectively like trying to hunt for ants using cookies. But and I feel like a piece of shit for even saying this I hate seeing her happy because this is the worst I've ever been and I can't do anything about it I catch myself saying shitty things to her and then make some sort of mental patient I'm apologizing to her and back peddling everything I said because I don't hate her i just dont know how to be happy without her