I filed and served stbxw a week ago. I still don’t think she realizes what she’s done by ending things. I have a massive sense of relief but i get the feeling as she just continues on like everything’s the same and she’s on an “eat, pray, love” adventure to find herself and hasn’t considered the very real consequences. My therapist of 3 years says she is proud of me after watching me struggle to cope with the considerable mental health issues my wife suffers from and I just keep feeling amazing about my soon to be new life. Am I about to be blind sided or is this the universe telling me I’m on the right path? I know there’s a lot to come but I spent the first few days asking her if she was sure this is what she wanted and tell her I didn’t want any of this. Then, the insults and her nasty side began and I realized I had to protect myself and could no longer trust this person. I felt awful until she was served but now I keep waking up with this voice saying “keep going” and it feels pretty good. Nervous that I’m about to be creamed