So backstory me and my now “ex wife” got married back in September on the 15th, in the middle of my process to the military, two months later we found out she was expecting which didn’t last long and the pregnancy failed a month after, then comes January and I leave for basic training, 4 weeks in bam I’m a horrible person was horrible the entire relationship she hates me and wants a divorce, I gave everything to this woman literally working 16hrs a day for a long ass time to support her and now it feels like everything destroyed, fast forward to today she’s out clubbing and messing around with random guys while I’m sitting like a duck waiting for my trade training and deployment to come life feels meaningless currently my assets where drained while I couldn’t protect them and she’s no contact