I posted here 3 months ago or so when I was very lost and I received a ton of support. So first off I want to say thank you to this community for helping me feel good about my celebration when I needed it.

The other piece of news, I finally have the date of when my Sock Day should be! Looks like June 14th. MSA has been signed and it just has to be approved? By the judge, I have my lawyer and I've been letting him handle most things so I have a decent bit not full understanding of it all.

Even just a month ago I was feeling lost, but over the past six months I haven't seen her at all, and honestly? I am already feeling so much better. I've brought therapy down to once or twice a month, and little to none of the sessions are about the divorce, mostly just continuing to improve how I deal with my anxiety. I've got a personal trainer once a week who's helping me get back into shape and I'm spending so much time investing in myself.

I feel like I'm open to dating again, but for the first time in my life I know I don't NEED anyone but myself. Sucks it took me 28 years to realize that, but I'm full steam ahead now. Whoever is next, we're going to add value to each other's lives, not make em worse.

I've even made better relationships with all of my friends and family lately because I neglected them. I know I'll have bad days for sure, but they're becoming fewer and fewer as time goes on. So if anyone who is struggling takes the time to read this, (I know when I'm feeling shit I don't always want to read someone's success story either) time really does heal. Each day is a step closer to your future, and it's going to be beautiful, and if anyone who reads this is in need of support, my DMs are open.

Better days are coming for us all! Never stop believing that!