Hi everybody. Husband left suddenly 5 months ago, only married 22 months. Yes, we had some problems but nothing we couldn't have worked out. No affairs. Left, doesnt want anything to do with me or even be amicable. Stopped answering g my calls 3 months ago.

At 38 years old, I'm discouraged. I finally reached a time in my life where I now desire children, and now, no husband. I just keep randomly crying. Im doing therapy, talking to people, have friends, and I'm still breaking down crying and still so hurt. Its just so many memories. And all of this and we were only together 22 months. No kids or property together.

What makes it so bad is we did t even have that great of a marriage. Innsome ways he was a good husband,, in others,, a terrible one. I just had so much hope that it would get better. Am I crazy for crying over a mediocre marriage?