Obligatory sorry for formatting I’m currently on mobile.

Well there isn’t much I can say. My wife feels as if she’s alone and miserable. She wants to take our 3 children and go home. It’s pretty hard for me to accept. I feel like maybe I can change something or maybe I could’ve done something different.

I constantly replay situations back in my head trying to understand where I went wrong. It breaks my heart to hear her say she’s miserable and wants to go back home.

I’m currently scheduled to deploy to Kuwait. She tells me maybe the deployment could help. In the event that I don’t deploy she’s says maybe it could still help if she leaves but she doesn’t know. All she knows it she needs to leave to find life, happiness and support that I haven’t provided her.

As I write this she’s currently in the room balling her eyes out. It’s a scary situation, you know? Will I see her again? The kids? Will anything help? Will our marriage survive this? Who knows..

Any advice would be greatly appreciated I’m just lost for words, motivation, and I feel like the life is being sucked out of me. I don’t know what’s right anymore. I don’t know how we got to the point of me causing her so much turmoil.

Thank you for reading.