Fucking rant incoming.

TL;DR Didn't want to drink alone, didn't want to be in a loud bar, only places around i wanted to go are closed, fuck my life.

So I'm drunk, fuck it.

I'm getting a goddamn divorce. Because of my finances, I have to move two hours away. I'll be leaving next Friday, and I'll be two hours away from my son, only getting to see him every other weekend.

All of a sudden since she told me she wanted a divorce, she's been going out with her friends that she fucking magically got all of a sudden. Today, she went out to play fucking poker, 9 goddamn hours ago. I haven't been able to get her to play in 7 fucking years.

Of course, I'm a lonely fuck with no friends here I can go out with, need to save my fucking money to move so I can't even go out to a bar and get fucked up enough. And even if I did, bars are just too fucking loud and depressing to go to alone.

All I wanted to do tonight was go to the VFW, shoot a few games of pool, and have a beer with other vets. And of fucking course, it's closed. Now, I'm sitting here alone in what used to be our bed, drinking crappy beer, watching movies I've seen a dozen times, bitching on Reddit.

Fuck, I really didn't want to drink alone tonight.