I am in a joyless marriage with a beautiful women who is a good person but I’m considering moving on. The thought of upending my life on what just might be a mid life crisis type emotion obviously is frightening. I have never cheated during our 15 years of marriage and only now am I considering just meeting some new women to test the waters. Not looking for sex, just looking for someone who can make me happy and that I can adore. I don’t want to rush into a divorce, I just want to look on the menu and see if it’s something I’d want to pursue. I am sure I’m about to get roasted in the comments, but any helpful advice is appreciated.