Sorry for posting so much. It’s just a relief to finally have an outlet. Not sure why I didn’t find Reddit sooner but anyway.

We still live in the same home but have been separated since April. It’s so hard to see him every single day. He wanted this. I tried to fight for our marriage. I finally gave up when I realized he was ready to move on already. It hurts knowing he wants to be with someone else. We had so many plans, our whole future just… gone.

I feel kind of lost without him. We don’t talk much. He is supposed to be looking for a place but doesn’t seem to be in any hurry. It’s just torture having to see him every day. I have to really control myself sometimes because I want to hug him or grab his hand and I realize I can’t.

Was doing good for a while there, but I’ve been pretty emotional this week. I miss the man he use to be. The man I married. That man is gone. 💔