Over the past couple of years my wife got more and more distant. Then was barely there (physically/emotionally). She resents me for many things I didn’t even realize I was doing “wrong.” Over the past year I knew it was leading to the end. She even attempted couples counseling but it was clearly for show.. her mind was made up long that. Right now we’re just waiting for the judge to sign our papers. We get along amicably and still live under the same roof for a few more days. I struggle every day thinking what could I have done differently and what in particular did I do that would qualify as divorce-able. I see her smiling every day and I feel like she’s getting everything she wanted.. freedom, the house, the kids, the new younger boy “it’s not what you think” and it hurts so much. She was my only true friend so now it’s even more isolating.

I see and look forward to seeing my counselor each week. Looking to meet (virtually for now) people in the same boat. If you can help or want to be an ear.. let me know. 50/m