It's been 2 years since my divorce. 2 years since I've seen him. I havent dated anyone and haven't had any intimate connection, physical or emotional. It's not that I haven't had the opportunity, its just that I don't think it's worth it anymore. Regardless of how I feel I really love love, I love seeing people in love and I'm genuinely happy for them with no jealousy or longingness. Am I strange? I enjoy talking to people and nomatter how good a person is I always find a way to find flaws or make up reasons for not connecting. I was married for a year and I loved being a wife. I've always thought that was the highest rank in life. Don't get me wrong I'm actually very accomplished, I'm a general surgeon resident in my final year, I'm also a lecturer at a university but being a wife and a mother is admirable. I actually gave up my life to be one but ended up getting dumped because of the distance and growing resentment (its a long story)

Now all I have is my son and I'm fairly happy. He's the centre of my world. Has anyone else ever felt like this? No reason to date but still love being a homemaker? Do men even want to be husbands anymore?