I've been dreading this weekend. While a lot of people are with family and friends during Memorial day weekend, I'll be alone during the holiday.

Me and STBXW were not super close with our respective families. The few family members we were close to lived in other areas of the country, so we would often spend long weekends doing a day trip together, or she did have friends that would usually stay in town.

Most of my friends are gone/do family things. I've been trying to get out as much as possible, but still the looming feeling of loneliness just hangs over me. And that is despite my friends being incredibly supportive, which makes me feel even worse, because it's like all their efforts are for naught.

I don't even want to think about the winter holidays.

Sorry for ranting, but just needed to get this off my chest