3 weeks ago he stated he wanted a divorce. My life has been torn upside down and I still feel lost. I have a strong support system, however sometimes I worry about bothering them with this. It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me and the main event in my life right now, but they all have lives and other stressors too and I’m worried that they’ll tire of me needing so much support.

He’s been spending almost every other night with the woman he cheated on me with, and I’m left alone in the house that he will be buying me out of. I’m feeling depressed, lost, alone, and other than packing up things I know I’ll take with me I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m not enjoying my usual hobbies as much and I can’t concentrate on anything. I can’t work right now because I’m recovering from a severe injury I received a year and half ago, so I can’t lose myself in work. I refuse to leave the house for a very long period of time because there are animals here that I have to take care of and moving them frequently will make them sick.

Please. Please tell me that it gets better. Please tell me that this will not last forever and one day I’ll be okay. Please tell me that maybe one day I’ll find someone who will love me like I deserve and that I won’t be alone.

Please.