I can confirm that there are two distinct personalities inside me. There is one that is quite good and noble and has the capacity to feel wide range emotions, has immense capability for empathy and compassion.

Then there is another one who is more shallow, superficial and void of feelings. This one wants to play and be a boy. But has also a darker side. As I switched to this one I also notice a headache on the right side of my brain it feel more like there is a cloud hanging over it. I believe behind this cloud is a psychic wound of the time I was groomed, manipulated, lied to and sexually abused. This happened when I was about 5 years old.

My question, does anyone know of any phenomena or psyches defense system that might be causing this. I am quite sure of this because last night during sleep the cloud slightly dissapeard and I felt the wound.