This week my head feels like cotton, reality seems weird, things fluctuate in size (I look at the screen and it suddenly seems to enlarge). I rarely got dr symptoms prior to that tho.

Before that I had a few months of my body feeling numb, my mind disconnected from it. I had a few flashbacks and mild amnesia regarding things from that week.

Even before that (a few months prior) there were like 2 weeks I really thought I might have BPD. Emotions came suddenly and intensely like flashbacks and ended in a matter of seconds if someone distracted me. I felt the sense of emptiness people with BPD often complain about… but it hasn’t appeared even once since then and half a year has passed already lmao

Bruh, I seem to change the way I dissociate every few weeks. I’m trying to get diagnosed but I really don’t know how to describe my symptoms when they change so often. I feel like I could get misdiagnosed so easily just because of how many questions I could answer “yes” to…. Either that or be accused of faking :/ is it even normal for symptoms to be that unstable?