47M Adelaide Australian looking for a serious and long term domme.

Just to give you an idea what I’m looking for and what I offer, let me tell you about my past experience.

I’ve been owned before for about 12 months by a beautiful and powerful Domme in Indonesia. We met online and she is what I’d refer to as an enthusiastic amateur rather than a pro-domme. While it wasn’t a findomme relationship I would show my appreciation and loyalty with various gifts on occasion.

She had a great interest in degrading and humiliating white men and she took a special interest in shrinking my clitty while sissifying and humiliating me.

I was required to be in virtually permanent chastity. Once a week, under live supervision, I was released for washing and shaving. If, at any time, my clitty became hard I had to whip it until it became soft again – the intent was to train me to never ever get hard in her presence. Afterwards I would put my key back into my combination lock box, scramble the combination so that only she could see it, and lock them away again until the following week. Of course I was never, under any circumstances allowed to cum. In fact, I was not allowed to even hump my bed unless she gave explicit instructions and under supervision.

I was micro-managed and required to ask permission for everything, even to pee. Sometimes she would deny me this and I’d have to wet the bed or my panties (with proof). I was required to sissy pee at all times (again with proof).

A parental app was placed on my phone so my location and internet usage could be constantly monitored.

She would often show my pics and video’s to her friends ad they would send me back videos laughing at me.

We started with me calling her Mistress but this gradually evolved to calling her Mommy. She would tell me what a good girl I was, especially when my clitty stayed soft and limp.

Her ultimate aim was to turn my clitty into a permanently shriveled and impotent nub.

We had plans for me to visit her for an extended time when she would show/lend me to her friends. In particular, she was keen for me to be a piss slut for her.

Unfortunately, we lost contact and I haven’t been able to reconnect with her or anyone similar since.

I genuinely want to find someone to take control of my clitty. Permanent chastity and shrinkage. I want this. I adore strong, beautiful women and need to be under total control with the option of meeting and long term IRL. I do not ever want to use my clitty again and need someone who genuinely wants to break the will of a white man and his useless clitty.