So we all know about the sexist graph that correlates "Hot" with "Crazy". It's been a stereotype, a meme, and even fetishized.

I'm guilty of this, but this has only ever really been a fantasy of mine. Strictly fantasy.

It's explosive. It's addictive. It's spontaneous. It's highly volatile. Combusts at any moment. The highs make you forget all about the lows and the cycle repeats itself over and over and over again as your addiction grows and lust becomes the only thing you ever wanted. It's horrible. It's exhilarating. Two extreme opposites that turns arguments to bruises. Yelling to moaning. Hair being pulled to... Hair being pulled. Choking necks... To choking necks. Seeing red to seeing bright red hand imprints... Smack after smack.

I love it rough. I love partners who can keep up and bring more fuel to the fire.

But again... Now it's strictly fantasy.

I've been on the receiving end of some pretty harsh stuff, and although deep down, there was an equally bat-shit insane part of me that loved it... A large part of me didn't. Especially when it was all done and over with and I was left with the aftermath... It's not worth it to me anymore. It's exactly why it's strictly fantasy.

That being said, I am actually quite curious in those that enjoy embracing their bad side and letting it loose. I'm curious to know why you enjoy it so much and what you get out of it.

What draws you to relationships like these?

There's an amazing quote from Perks of Being a Wallflower. We accept the love we think we deserve. I think it heavily applies to toxic relationships like these and I'd love to chat about this.

And I'm sure it won't just end there either.