Over the past three years my boobs have grown from D cups to at this point massive back breaking H cups and they've materially changed my relationship with my friends and myself with my own body. I'm slowly embodies more and more that friend with the big tits steriotyped, dressing in tighter clothes, being more socially easy, and not taking offense if people ask me personal questions about my body even if iv just met them.

My friends have encouraged this full force by telling me it's funny AF and that it's fitting given I was never a scholar or athlete before. Tits McGee has become closer to my name than my real one and, after, going from an F to H after the last year Iv seriously contemplated starting an only fans.

Faceless, just about my boobs, a way to pay down my college debt and hold me over while I look for work. I wonder about this tho as it would essentially be me admitting to myself that yes my big tits are what give me value and I should make money from them.

I have a bit of a submissive fetish and already sort of enjoy being told that im a typical big boobed girl with no brains and who just is attention seeking , even if it's not true. Like, I feel very steriotyped but I play into it and don't correct people.

I feel like making videos online is a natural next step and at the same time I wonder if I might regret it one day being a mom and thinking about how my son or his friends technically could have seen me naked on the internet somehow.

What are your thoughts? Is it pathetic to think about me spending my money on bras I outgrow, now just barely being able to pay rent ? Lol the situation is semi dire and my friends think it's hilarious I even have to question this. One even called me a cow and told me I could feed a village.

My slutty confession, as silly as this is, is talking online to people about this and "going deeper" into the mindset. I vent to people about my back pain and how my personality is secondary to my boobs and they reinforce and affirm it and say, "yes no kidding. You have massive boobs. People don't talk to you for your personality." I feel more and more like my job is to be a good girl and let people stare, stick them out, and stop pretending that I'm anything other than my tits.

There's several redditors who know me and talk to me every day about this , making it more and more real. I used to be practically prudish but I guess that's not a choice anymore, and the longer I fool l myself into think I can hide my tits, the more pathetic it is that I haven't accepted how big they are.