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Hi I’m looking for online friends who I can be my honest self with. I’m not in a position where I think I could (or I’m too chicken to) be open to those I know in real life. And if I was, I don’t think I’ve figured out exactly what to tell them I am. I was 7 or 8 and my best friend at the time let me try on her dress up clothes and I looked in the mirror and felt happy about how I looked in a way I’d never felt before. But I guess I convinced myself that I wasn’t that person and everyone must have the same intrusive thoughts and day dreams as I did. And everybody probably tried dressing up as a girl like me too right? Until a serious relationship and a new friend came along and especially by the time she broke up with me I realized I’ve been lying to myself and I love wearing dresses and that maybe there’s a reason all my friends have always been girls, and why I’ve always felt so weird about sex in my relationships. And I realised the last two relationships ended because I was pretending to be someone I’m not, and hiding who I was from them. I’m sure it’s must of been confusing how I was horny all the time but never wanted to have sex.
I want to try not hiding any part of myself and see how people interact with the real me.
I want to be honest with someone for the first time about what I’m attracted to and how I masturbate and to admit that PIV feels icky to me.
I’m down to talk about anything that’s on your mind, and I like dirty talks too, and I promise I’ll be an open book and 100 percent honest for the first time.
Let’s chat :)
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