I though that I found a love of my live but why I am not happy with that ? I think that I’m completely fucked up , at begging I thought that I am happy but I am not and that’s terrible. I have everything what I need but it doesn’t make me feel good. I started my relationship with her while I was still with my ex , and I was completely crazy about my new girl but it cannot last into infinity. Now I’m feeling lonely and misunderstood. I’m more horny for other girls than for my own girl . Everyday I’m dreaming about having an affair and just having sex all the time , yep I’m sex addicted , yep I’m fucked up , I cheated on her few times and it’s sad but it made me feel better, is that all I want ? Having sex with each attractive woman I see , I’m using my imagination to think about everyone in sexual way , my coworkers , people I see on street , my friends . If you want to rate me and tell me that I’m an idiot , you don’t have to , I know it already , but that’s what I want , I’m seeing sexuality everywhere , and the worst thing is that I am attractive but I lack self confidence and I don’t approach anyone that I think hot because I’m afraid how she’ll react that I have gf and I want something else . I don’t even know why I write it here , probably no one will answer . I love life , I’m open minded and empathetic person , I love to experience I love to try and I love people that have something to say . I like people that have dreams. I’m tall , slim and attractive guy . Do you want to ruin my life , feel free , I’m music creator so at least I’ll have some inspiration.
Subreddit
Post Details
- Posted
- 6 months ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/DirtyR4R30P...