Title says it all basically; I’ve got a fantasy I want to explore and no one to explore it with. See it’s been a journey over the past couple of years. Like a lot of people sparked by the pandemic that unleashed a wave of feelings I just didn’t quite know was there.

That wave took me on a journey to explore myself and I’ve been trying to figure out what’s me and what’s fetish. For a while I was pretty certain I was trans but over time I’ve come to realise I’m probably just a cd with a feminisation fetish. You won’t believe how hard it is to find someone to talk with on here and you can see that struggle and confusion when you do your due diligence on me.

So what am I looking for? Well I’ve got some time away in a hotel coming up and I’d really like to spend the evening chatting away with someone on Reddit chat whilst I slip into some sexy underwear and my 38K bra. I’ve got something to fill it with, specifically rice in tights. Sounds crazy right but I read about it on a subreddit and gave it a go previously and it works! It’s almost 5kg of rice needed for that cup so quite a weight! So I need someone non judgemental, a little encouraging, and who is into me and my weirdness :-)

I think that pretty much describes the initial request. Other than that I’m also looking to spark off some long conversation. So it’s not just a dopamine hit or a flash in the pan but something that sticks around and isn’t just nsfw chat. Unfortunately I’ve got a busy weekend this weekend and won’t be here too much to reply but I will get back to you and let me know your weekend plans. With me wanting to do this next week I need to get to know you sooner than later so that’s why now and I’ll be about when I can.

Jess xx