Hello Dear Reader,

I know that the post title might read as if though I was looking for an RP, but in fact I much prefer a detailed conversation and worldbuilding around a subject. So just be advised that we might not be looking for the same experience.

Now back to the topic at hand... I guess I have this rather unusual fetish about being heavily sexualised even though I'm not exactly a helpless princess.

You see, I sort of have two personalities, the strong, confident woman outside in my professional life. And the submissive, denied woman in my private life. I love giving up control and being sexualised. Edging, teasing and denial are a big part of my private life, I'm currently in long-term denial. I'm also one of those weirdos who find pain rather exciting. I love suffering for my partner's happiness. I also love a bunch of other kinds of control. For instance, I sleep with 5kg ankle weights on my wrists and ankles to safely simulate being restrained. I also love it when a man takes control over when I'm allowed to pee. Both are equal parts of me, but not everybody can accept that I give orders during the day, and turn into a whimpering mess during the night.

I guess as a response to that I grew extremely fond of men who can sexualise me in connection with the fact that I'm rather strong. This in real life usually includes stuff like either sexy workout sessions, or doing chores around the house, fixing things, chopping wood and stuff like that while being heavily sexualised.

But in this case, I'd love to expand on this and put myself into this semi-imaginary world of sorts, and look at what my life as a slave girl would be like. Doing some hard physical work, sweating and getting utterly exhausted every single day, all the while being constantly sexualised, hurt and tortured in various ways. If you feel like you are into exploring this idea, then please reach out and let me know what you think about both me and my weird little fetish :)