There's that one woman she gave my highs like no one else, and lows like none other and I even crave that pain. It's been over a while and sometimes it's passed but today I scrolled past a Playlist she made me and went down that rabbit hole. Saw some other Playlist called sex that's public.

Anyone else experienced a relationship where even the emotional pain gets mixed up with arousal?

A while back she even texted me asking if her side guy could fuck my ass and then decide if I can fuck her. It turned me on so much but I resisted.

When we were together one of my favorites was a text asking if I hated she was with him with a post fuck selfie from his bed.