This might sound strange to some, but I’ve always found it satisfying to masturbate in front of a mirror. It’s not just about the act itself.. it’s something about watching myself, recording it, and even replaying the videos afterward. I don’t know why, but it’s become something I enjoy.

I often find myself checking how I look and whether my body (or my size) is appealing, almost like it’s a mix of curiosity and self-validation. For the record, I’m not gay or bisexual this isn’t about attraction to myself or men. It’s more about exploring my own body and seeing myself from a different perspective.

It’s a private habit that I’ve kept to myself, even from my wife. She doesn’t know I’ve done this, and she also doesn’t know about the nude pictures I’ve taken of myself over time.

I know this might sound odd, and I’m not sure if others feel the same way. I’m sharing this because I’ve always kept it to myself and wondered if anyone else has had a similar experience.

If you’ve got thoughts or opinions, feel free to share. I’d appreciate a judgment-free space to reflect on this.