I have been slowly coming the realization that I am maybe bisexual? At the very least bicurious. I've shared with my spouse and we have talked about it in vague terms. I've kissed girls but never had sex with one.

Well I have a close friend that is just drop dead gorgeous. I have found myself becoming attracted to her over the last couple of years. I remember one time there was a joke said about us kissing and she said 'i would gladly kiss chaotic!'. I dont know if she was being honest or just flattering but either way I have thought about it since. She was recently in a relationship and I didnt want to overstep. They broke up and I have made comments to my spouse about maybe now giving it a shot and kissing her. I want his consent in everything but he seems to be pretty on board. I was going to kiss her on New Years but then plans fell through. I told her this the other day and she again didnt seem to mind the idea.

We're planning a trip together in the coming months. Me, my spouse, my beautiful friend and our other close male (gay) friend. I have been joking again but this being the time to kiss her. Well today, my spouse and I were talking about the trip and he started making comments suggesting a threesome. I dont know how serious he is. I honestly think if she consented to it he would be very into it, I mean she is seriously so hot and a wonderful person.

While we joked about it I found myself getting pretty turned on. I thought about how it would feel to watch him with another woman and really asked myself if it would be upsetting. In the end I came to the conclusion that I think it would be really hot and that I would really like to have a turn with her too. All evening I have gotten hornier and hornier just thinking about it. It made going to the gym challenging.

We will see if it happens. until then, a girl can fantasize