(Quick background to my thoughts yesterday: While I drove to the store to get my toys I had in mind “a femdom who is my key holder and gives me task would be awesome.. but how can I find one who doesn’t charge absurd money and may be longterm?”. I had this thought the whole time while driving.)

Now back to today today. After my first post yesterday someone messaged me and reacted to my post. Only 1. Picture was an ass from a girl and bio had “female” in it. I thought “it still may be a fake but what ever lets see what he/she/etc. wrote.”. I was surprised she was really nice, interested and encouraged me. I had a great talk with her and eventually exchanged snapchat (to send memos and videos.. which reddit apparently doesn’t allow idk). Sadly our time zone couldn’t be worse. 7h difference. When im horny late at night in bed, she is working or doing stuff and vice versa.

In the end we talked about experiencing our deepest sexual desires together. I will help her in any way I possible can. And I hope she feels somewhat the same as she agreed to be my keyholder and lightly femdom with giving me tasks. Think back at the first part… fuck yes it worked somehow.

Since then she didn’t answer back which I hope she does but most importantly that she is fine and healthy.

Ok that ended like a cliche - sorry not sorry. Isn’t a lie somewhat of a truth? Anyways im starting to talk nonsense - I will keep fucking myself with the dildo in bed. Oohhh and btw - I came handsfree!!! Not shooting big ropes but a little shot came out lol! I recorded it and all my other dry orgasms (total: 5). I hope I can share it with her! Thanks, bye. (Maybe I will wrote about how I came just from fucking my dildo mounted on the wall while I stand.. hmm.. you can give me feedback in the comments.

Edit: she answered! If u see this - you are better than u think! You deserve better!