So, my girlfriend has a quite amazing ass. It's obviously not like one you'd see in porn, that's unrealistic, but it's quite big and it just drives me crazy.

There's just one issue. She doesn't like any ass play whatsoever, and this denial has truly strengthened my obsession with it. It's like a forbidden fruit.

I literally can't take this out of my head. When we go to sleep, she usually falls asleep faster than me. For a while now, I've been making sure the temperature in the apartment is reasonably high so that she's only wearing panties and no pajamas.

Last night her ass was leaning out and I had a great look towards it. I couldn't hold myself anymore, I needed to touch it. So, I carefully lift her panties while trying not to wake her up. So, with one finger I reached her her asshole. I caressed it slowly and started pressing gently around the area. My head was going to explode because of the adrenaline and how turned on I was. I slowly tried to press and enter her ass, but she briefly woke up and turned around, so I had to stop.

I am so obsessed with her and her ass, I need to find a way to actually finger her asshole. Maybe if I use lube, I'll manage, but I'm afraid that would also wake her up. I can't wait to try this again