Not really sure where to start here..

I'm straight and have a gf. I've never done anything with a guy nor even looked at one and thought he was attractive. I've only ever done stuff with women, however I'm not much of a top at all. I'm most definitely submissive, but I think maybe only sexually?

Also, I have what some may consider weird or questionable sexual interests I guess. I find I'm mostly into humiliation related things such as body writing, pet play, forced fem, chastity, semi public, cnc, and things along those lines.

The gf has given kink a shot but isn't very into it all so I find myself stuck here doing super humiliating things that strangers(men or women) on the internet tell me to do.

Another thing though I can't stop thinking about a man being the one to truly teach me my place.