I've been married for 13 years, and my wife has been cheating on me for much of it. The first 4 years, she was faithful, but after that she started a two year relationship with one of her co-workers. I didn't find out about it until about a year after it started, then she just lied to me for another year that she wouldn't go back to him again. After that, she would cheat on me during work trips, which she takes about every other week. She has told me about some of those nights, but most of them she won't admit to. Now, she's been seeing a different co-worker for about the last year and a half.

When I first found out about her cheating, I started getting obsessed with cuckold porn and wanting to watch her have sex with her boyfriend. Every time we had sex, I would just imagine she was getting fucked by someone else. This obsession led me to sissy porn and exploring the idea of being feminine and sleeping with men. It took years of looking at that type of porn before I finally tried doing either of those things, but now I am very into it. My wife almost never wants sex, so I have been pleasing other men more and more over the last few years.

Most recently, this past weekend, my wife lied and told me she was having a girls night at her friend's place. I texted her friend's husband and found out she wasn't there, so I knew she was staying at her boyfriend's place. Once I figured that out, I decided to invite someone over from grindr. We quickly went to my bedroom as soon as he arrived, and I quickly had his pants off. I was on my knees with his soft cock in my mouth. It got hard quickly and he was guiding my head up and down while he moaned. I handed him a few pairs of my wife's dirty panties from the clothes hamper to smell, while I sucked him. He talked to me about how much he wants to fuck my wife and all of the ways he's pleasure her.

At this point, I wanted to get fucked so badly. I then got up to go get lube, and took off my pants. He now could see that I was wearing a pair of my wife's dirty panties too, and a pair of her nylons. I laid on my stomach, on my wife's side of the bed, and stuck my butt on the air for him. He lubed up my ass and his cock and started fucking me slow and deep. After about 10 minutes of fucking me slow and telling me all the things he wants to do to my wife, he picked up his pace. The change in pace felt amazing, and not long after, I started cumming hands-free, right into the sheets on my wife's side of the bed. Soon after that, he shot his load into my ass. He stuck around for a couple more hours and fucked me one more time before he left.

The next night, my wife asked me about the stain on the sheets. I told her it was from me jerking off. She was probably getting off on the idea of me stuck at home and jerking off, while she's getting fucked all night, but she didn't know I was also getting fucked at the same time, in our bed.